A Man's Castle and His Kingdom...
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My
bones ached as I walked the final block home at last to my little neo-Victorian
townhouse. Fourteen hours of servicing the “elite” and my
own work yet to be started. I felt not days weary, but years weary, and
wondered if I could physically survive to see my partners return. It was
difficult to cover for so many away. Not that the non-techs really cared
what we did, but I worried those absent would eventually be missed. We
could not afford any special attention turned to our efforts just then.
That could have complicated an already tenuous situation fatally. I knew
the week at hand would not be the last unendurably long one for me. Nothing
for it but to hang on and keep the show going.
Come to think of it, I remember realizing and pondering the fact I seemed
to be feeling a little lonely, as well as tired, which struck me as odd.
Overall, I would class myself as “the ultimate loner.” I definitely
like my space and get frustrated when there are too many others milling
about, or even working too nearby. Paranoia, personal history or old habits;
whatever the reason, humans, either tech or non, simply seem to complicate
things and tend to aggravate me. Strange I should feel a twinge of craving
for their company. I don’t recall coming to any ground-breaking
conclusions concerning this odd sensation by the time I reached the door.
The bent and tarnished key offered a bit more than its usual playful resistance
as I coaxed it through its paces. I kept the old 4-in-1, though many said
it was unsafe to have all one’s entry-curves in one unit. I couldn’t
help it, always a sucker for nostalgia pieces. The lock and key dated
to the 2040’s, the same make I remembered on my grandmother’s
door. I got the set of 4 locks and 2 keys at an auction. A fellow scientist
whose hobby was locksmithing had restored and installed the system for
me. The friend, sadly, was years gone now, too, as much a memory as the
bygone days we’d so enjoyed recalling together. One day soon I was
certain I would have occasion to think of my friend again when I was barred
from my own home because one of the ancient barrels collapsed, or the
key broke off. I contemplated having the system replaced or putting out
feelers for someone else into vintage, manual locksmithing. Or maybe I’d
take up a new hobby. The last thought brought me a smile.
The massive oak door swung silently, effortlessly open. No doubt, those
with an abiding love of physics made the best carpenters.
‘Kaitlyn?’
No answer, but the smell
of something cheesily wonderful cooking told me she had anticipated my
return and would be back any minute. I guessed she had run to the market
to pick up fresh salad and some of my favorite fruit for the weekend ahead.
She was always such a sweet, thoughtful girl, and, God help her, immeasurably
devoted to her old father.
As if on cue, there came the sound of the locks being worked once again.
I’d made it to the kitchen by this time, and my ungainly sprint
back to greet my daughter nearly overturned 2 chairs. We saw one another
nearly every day. One might think the enthusiasm would have been containable,
but that would have been an affront to family tradition. When Kaitlyn’s
mother was alive, her homecomings and welcomes were just as exuberant.
All of this might have surprised our acquaintances who, knowing us only
from our behavior in professional settings, may have viewed us as much
more reserved sorts. As tired as Kaitlyn and I both were, that day’s
reunion, in fact, was one of the less rambunctious and sent only a few
grapes and a papaya rolling across the old Oriental rug in the entryway.
Kaitlyn was 13 and had her mother’s eyes and smile. Had she shared
Kathryn’s classic Irish coloring, the resemblance might have been
too disconcerting to bear. Kaitlyn's hair may have been ebony while her
mother's was auburn, her eyes blue as the sky where her mother's had been
sparkling peridot...but one thing was a perfect match. Kaitlyn surely
shared the full measure of her mother’s impatience. I recognized
the essential nature of this too well to hope she might outgrow it, once
out of her teens.
‘Dad, the locks have got to go. Did you hear how the stupid, annoying,
old relics fought me? What do we need 4 locks for, anyway? I love you,
but you’re crazy and you’re making me crazy. I swear, I can’t
even bring my friends to the house because of silly things like that.’
Truth was, she very seldom brought friends around, anyway. She liked her
refuge as much as I did. I also knew her aversion to the locks wasn’t
based in any lack of appreciation for the vintage. She had her own collection
of old books and some charmingly odd 19th and 20th century tests of psycho-physical
function. The poor old locks were, indeed, becoming an issue.
‘So, my dear, how was your day?’
‘Frustrating...I don't
know...O.K., I guess, but sometimes I wish they’d never selected
me to teach the third-years. They were impossible today. I will never,
ever have children. Not like that's likely to be a problem anyway, because
what boy wants to date the workaholic nanny-teacher? Why couldn't I have
just been assigned a part-time lab apprenticeship like eveyone else? I
never have any fun and have nothing to talk about but work and I’m
so far behind on my own studies, I’ll never catch up.’
She sighed gustily, then finished
with a dismissive laugh, as if she'd had enough of her own melodrama,
but there was truth in what she said and I admired my little girl's dedication
as well as her intellect. I made a mental note to call the superintendent
to request he schedule an couple days' off-site "enrichment"
program for Kaite's students some time in the next few weeks so Kaite
could catch up a bit. I knew she was concerned.
Mind you, she was “catching
up” on level 14 academics – what they used to call “sophomore
year in college.” At age 13. Indeed, I was very proud of my brilliant
daughter, and more than a little fearful of what lay ahead for her.
‘So what did you do today, Dad? You’re home a little early.’
‘The Mayor again.’
That got me a sympathetic
look and another hug.
We were all stretched thin.
Why SHOULD my daughter have been pressed into service at such a tender
age? Because she was qualified and not yet quite old enough to desert.
There were less than 750,000 scientists left in North America, children
included. Sadly, that figure constituted over one third of Earth’s
population of scientists, and the numbers kept dropping. The allure of
neglecting one’s studies, then, ultimately, leaving the difficulties
and the stigma behind once and for all was powerful. We lost more teens
and twenty-somethings every generation. It wasn’t all that hard
for them to start over elsewhere. Wander a few hundred miles, pick one
of the less suspicious mid-level non-tech communities, tell them you were
from _____ (name another similar little town you’d seen on the way),
and that was pretty much that. Non-techs were generally not too interested
in the details, anyway. The kids who deserted like that just had to be
careful not to blow their cover by fixing things or doing anything else
to show any technical knowledge.
The scientific community was very tight, of course, not just within geographical
regions, but worldwide. The adult scientists in the area knew who these
young men and women were, but did nothing to interfere with their plans
for a different sort of life. Sooner or later, most of these young rebels
found a mate and settled into the birthing and rearing of more cute, clueless
kids for the scientists to serve. The few others for whom the experiment
in world-change brought disgust rather than fulfillment were welcomed
back into the fold without undue ceremony.
The non-techs, of course, held no real power over
us, except in their numbers. We controlled all the machines, including
those necessary for commerce. The nons knew their lives could become difficult
if they treated one of us particularly badly, but no one wanted to deal
with the consequences of such conflict. It had been years and years since
it had happened, but there had been a few incidents in which scientists
had failed to survive repair calls that had gone badly. It was the Nons'
choice to disdain detailed knowledge, and ours to pursue it. For the present,
we still shared a single planet, so the result was a tacit peace which
allowed both sides .
Many
non-tech establishments refused to sell to scientist. Their cities were
large and commerce was based upon credits tracked electronically from
an identi-chip. The chips identified the user also as Scientific or Non.
We could, of course, modify our coding at either the chip or the database
level, but, eventually, someone was bound to catch one of us in the act.
Better to let the masses think things were going according to their plan.
Better for them to think we managed the resources of our planet with a
view only to providing for them. The result was a tacit peace in which
It seemed to me a tragedy
life had come to this, but, on balance, humanity had known worse times.
Still, I remember my father telling me about his childhood, a delightfully
foreign time when there had been but one school system. He’d shared
a classroom, a playground and a world with children who would become non-tech
adults as well as others who would grow up to be scientists like himself.
I did so relish my fathers’ tales of this strange, exciting world
of old. I supposed many scientists of my generation heard these tales
and yearned to know such a different life, so full of limitless opportunities
without compromise…or so it seemed in the rose-colored rearview.
History had become a compelling pursuit for many of the scientists of
my generation. This interest, of course, had to be kept deep underground,
never exposed to non-tech eyes or ears. The non-techs wanted no reminders
of what they had been brought up to consider very dark times. Whenever
scientists went to work for the nons, we made sure to wear only the most
modern of apparel, but nothing too trendy. It wouldn't do to have the
non's view us as unbusinesslike or cocky. It would do even less to raise
their suspicion or ire by sporting the retro gear popular inour own communities.
We also made sure to pocket any small personal items that might give us
away. We'd spent our lives learning the carfeful lines to walk that would
keep our world and our private pursuits relatively safe from the "corrective"
pressures of the majority. For all our efforts, it further saddened many
of us that little slips (I even dropped my key at a non’s house
once) were getting easier to bear, as the last generation who would have
had parents living in the “era before” was rapidly perishing.
Most nons now wouldn’t even know what they were seeing, except that
it was different and therefore suspect.
Along with our assorted relics and reproductions, scientists secretly
kept vast databases recounting the myriad bizarre conflicts of our planet’s
past. While exciting, there was no arguing those had been violent times,
compared to modern conditions. Hard to believe race, ethnicity, even economic
status were once reason enough to suspect or even harm one’s fellows
– scientist against scientist, non-tech against non-tech. So much
ado over these superficial discrepancies between one and another…unfathomable!
All the while all but ignoring the intellectual/educational differences,
the real stuff of separation! Most hostilities now were exercised through
financial leverage and impermeable invisible barriers between one society
and the other.
The present situation worked well in its way: two worlds existing in the
same space at the same time. Being a scientist walking in non-tech space
was rather like being a ghost. The scientist was unseen, unheard, an eavesdropper
paid no mind…until his services were needed! Passing beneath the
radar had its advantages. Since we controlled all the machines, including
the financial ones, we had access to what we needed. As long as we were
patient and not greedy and didn’t bring undue attention to our activities,
we had resources enough to make good progress. Time was the greatest problem.
The edge on the non-techs’ arrogance regarding us seemed more sharply
honed with each passing year. There were periodic uprisings within the
scientific community, swells of indignation culminating in an impulse
to control the non-techs, put them in what some saw as their rightful
place of subservience to us. Brash youth. We older scientists had to remind
another wave every decade or so that we scientists comprised less than
3 one-hundredths of a percent of Earth’s 7.2 billion residents,
making discretion the better part of valor. There were rumors of a core
group of senior scientists who secretly planted the seeds of such discontent.
At least, I hoped it was merely rumor. I hoped we were past that.
So scientific life, while
noble, was far from perfect. I had actually tried to make sure Kaitlyn
kept her options open. She was so very lovely. It would have been easy
for her to slip in at the highest level of non-tech society. While nostalgia
was the lot of the scientists alone, the non-techs shared our keen appreciation
for beauty. In fact, without the requirement of any sort of survival-oriented
skill as a means to professional or social advancement, beauty was that
much further up the list of tickets to immediate social acceptance. Kaitlyn
could have had any life she chose on Earth. Why she chose to work as hard
as she did, I cannot say. I simply hoped she was not doing it to please
her father. For her own sake, I’d have welcomed her distancing herself
from me.
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